I know that's what's been going through your heads lately. Did she disappear? Give up on blogging?
No.
Life happens, and when it does, I must follow along. I probably keep up with Facebook more than blogging, simply because it's in real time (if were aren't friends on Facebook, please look me up!).
Let's see how fast I can fill you in and catch you up, ok?
John has 15 more days before leaving for boot camp. Am I sad? Yes. Am I excited. Yes. Am I a bundle of nerves? Most definitely. I know this is what has to happen for our family, but at the same time it stresses me to the max. I continuously question myself about whether or not I will be able to keep up with the house, bills, KIDS, etc....
It's not good to worry, so I am choosing to sit back and enjoy the ride right now. Funny thing is, I have not been without John for longer than 2 weeks in the entire stretch of our relationship--12 1/2 years. I just don't know how to feel about that.
We had the opportunity to drive across Texas with my mom and grandma a week ago. We went down to Austin and visited family, then continued to Houston to stay a bit with my brother, Josh. It was all so much fun!!
(except for the fact that I have 3 super whiny traveling children that were pinned up in a car for a bazillion hours...other than that, it was just peachy.)
I felt very relaxed and refreshed after that vacation. Sadly, John didn't get to join us. He was doing the "work and Army National Guard drill weekend" thing here.
The kids have a month before they start school. Isn't that insane?!? My little boy is growing up too fast--this is his year to start "big kid" school--AKA: kindergarten. I don't know whether to cry or smile. I'm sure I'll do a bit of both. I'm feeling very honored to be able to stay at home with Caroline while the older two are in school though. I've been able to spend precious alone time with each child, and there's nothing more wonderful in my book. I just can't believe her 3rd birthday is sneaking up. Holy cow!
We've enjoyed Splash water park tremendously this summer. I love having the freedom to come and spend 1 hour or 3 hours, depending on what mood I'm in, without worrying about the cost. Season passes are the way to go! Here is a funny pic Caitlin took at Splash recently. I love sweet Christian's face in it. He did NOT want his picture taken. :)

For now, we'll keep enjoying our summer and counting the days we have left with Daddy before boot camp. I may not update as much as I would like, but please understand that family time is important right now---way more important than this blog/computer.
Have a blessed week!
~Mel